Lies...

you know when you're so close to crying but you know you can't and your throat becomes dry and sorta aches? that's how i felt just now. you wanted to let it out, but you just couldn't.i build a wall of lies between me and them. it's for my own good. and i know i shouldn't. but everyone lies, right?at a time, everyone feels like they need to lie. it makes things easier. it hurts. and none of us deserve it. but it just became like a second nature to us. we lie.we're hyprocrites. we all lie. but we hate being lied to. it's a bitch of a world. but it's reality. we need to deal with it no matter what. so i will accept it.end of story.