Thursday, May 14, 2009

Misery Loves Company

i know exactly what i want for myself and i know that i’m sick of settling for shit. i promised myself when i was younger that i would NEVER settle or allow myself to be unhappy if i had the power to change it. i broke that promise. i never break promises. if i have ever spoken the words “i promise” preceding any statement to anyone, i made sure i did exactly what it was i said i’d do. too many promises have been made to me only to see them broken and i assured myself i wouldn’t instill that feeling in anyone.

honestly, that’s one of the worst feelings in the world. getting your heart set on something only to be let down. i’m ashamed to say, i know that feeling too well.

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