I constantly wonder 2 myself...wen is it enough?, meanin wen is it enough 2 try & act like nothin's wrong,? when is it enough 2 hold onto a heart dat obviously doesnt belong 2 u anymore? when is it enough 2 sit & wait...& wait...& wait 2 c if dey come around...it is an on goin struggle wit myself... my pride & insecurity is wat hurts the most, but den again i can confuse my pride and insecurity, wit jus the act of being guarded? when can u tell the difference? why b so sure of a relationship with no title? saying "I LOVE YOU" sometymes just doesnt cut it, actions speak much louder then words... u think dat pulling ur end of the cart will b enough 2 make it work, but what happens when u let go? i sit here n wonder is it possible to love sumone MORE than dey can ever love u...& whether the dynamics of love works dat way, or is it love in the 1st place? i always thought that real love is when its mutual...not onesided, ...is it even possible for 2 people to fall in love at different times? can it b possible for someone 2 finally fall in love wit u once u have let them go?...sigh =( i guess ive come 2 the conclusion people never change, and i guess i have to realize that i deserve far better...
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