keep it REAL!

& honestly, nothing's the same anymore.a thug changes.love changes.& bestfriends become strangers.....so true.

.for anyone who's reading this >cherish friendship, cause it's such a beautiful thing. BOB MARLEY(lmao, im quoting the music GOD) once said "a friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself" > if you have someone who gives you this freedom, trust, & makes you overall happy dont let go, because that's something you dont find too often. especially nowadays.*i never gave up; never will. the day you guys are willing to try with me, ill be here.


as for love > unexplainable. i could literally sit here & try to come out with some way to describe the way i feel, but nothing will ever come close. you are the most unpredictable person i have ever met, ever. i'm so intrigued by you, it's crazy. you make me so mad, so angry, so annoyed, but yet at the very same time, you make me so happy. i dont know exactly what it is about you that drives me up the wall, but i know it's something i never knew even existed. when i'm with you, all my thoughts, all my concerns & problems go away. when im with you, my mind is freee. mentally, im so attracted to you...even the things i dont like > it all just keep's me coming back.& i used to wanna be with you so bad, but i've come to realize that it's not even about that anymore. & that, honestly im too scared to even make that commitment. it's almost like im not ready; not prepared. especially with someone like you, atleast not anymore. like, maybe is meant to keeep at a friendship level, cause risking it would b to fragile. i think all this "waiting for the right time" has made me weaker & idk if i can handle it . . .

%^$#@!!! i'm just all fucked up.idk what i'm supposed to do, end it before it gets too deep? it always seems like the smart thing to do but with the way i feel about you, i dont even know if it's possible.