lets talk about.. SEX

IT'S BEEN SEVEN MONTHS NOW, THAT IVE BEEN SEX-FREE. YESS, IT'S KILLING ME AND SOMETIMES I CAN HAVE A SHITTY ATTITUDE BECAUSE I HAVENT GOT LAID BUT ON THE FLIPSIDE OF THINGS ITS HELPING LEARN HOW MUCH SELF CONTROL I REALLY DO HAVE & SELF RESPECT. I KNOW BITCHES WHO CANT GO THREE WEEKS WITHOUT GETTING SOME PIPE WHICH IN A WAY IS UNDERSTANDABLE BECAUSE I MEAN. . .CMON WHO DOESNT ENJOY SEX?;BUT ILL BE DAMNED IF IM GOING TO OPEN MY LEGS TO ANY TOM, DICK & HARRY JUST BECAUSE I WANT TO. NOW ADAYS PEOPLE THRO SEX AROUND LIKE IT'S NOTHING BUT IT'S REALLY A BIG ASS DEAL. SEX SHOULD BE SOMETHING INTIMATE AND SPECIAL SHARED BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE WHO ARE VERY FOND OF EACHOTHER OR THAT PLAN TO BUILD SOME TYPE OF FOUNDATION SOMEWHERE DOWN THE LINE. THE NEXT PERSON I LAY DOWN WITH [IF THERE IS A NEXT] WILL DEF BE SOMEONE THAT I WANT TO KEEP AROUND FOR A WHILE. NOT TO SOUND TOO COCKY BUT IM TOO FUCKING SPECIAL TO GIVE THE GOODS AWAY WITHOUT HAVING SOMETHING PERMINITE TO SHOW FOR IT. & FOR THE RECORD I DONT RESPECT ANY FEMALE WHO HOPS FROM DICK TO DICK, I DONE SEEN FEMALES WHO HAVE HAD 2 OR THREE DIFFERENT PARTNERS IN A MONTH. HOW FUCKING SLEEZY IS THAT?;I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW THEY ARENT SCARED OF CATCHING SOME SHIT, BECAUSE CONDOMS ONLY GO BUT SO FAR. NOT ONLY THAT, YOUR BODY IS YOUR TEMPLE AND YOU SHOULD CHERISH & RESPECT IT BECAUSE ITS THE ONLY ONE YOU WILL HAVE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE BEING NAKED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ALL THAT WELL?. . .AYEE, I GUESS DIFFERENT STROKES FOR DIFFERENT FOLKS. WHATS EVEN WORST THAN THAT IS FEMALES WHO FUCK DUDES THAT ARE IN THE SAME CIRCLE AS IF MEN DONT TALK AS MUCH OR EVEN MORE THAN FEMALES. IT'S LIKE THEY REALLY CANT FIND ANYONE ELSE, THEY HAVE TO RUN THRU THE WHOLEEEEE TEAM & SHIT LMAO [FUCKING SAD]. & THIS IS THE REASON WHY MALES TREAT SMUTS THE WAY THEY DO. IF YOU FIND YOURSELF BEING DISRESPECTED AND TREATED LIKE A PEICE OF MEAT BY DUDES DONT WONDER WHY, JUST LOOK BACK AT ALL THE PEOPLE YOUVE DONE IN THE PAST. I SWEAR IF I WAS IN THOSE SHOES ID HANG MY HEAD IN SORROW. IT'S ABOUT TO BE OH NINE, FEMALES NEED TO STEP THE PLATE & START EARNING THEIR RESPECT. SOME OF US ARE GETTING TOO DAMN OLD TO BE ACTING LIKE A DRUNK 16 YEAR OLD SLUT; WORDDD. THIS DOESNT GO OUT TO ANYONE DIRECTLY, IM JUST SPEAKING IN GENERAL.