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OK NOW THE SHIT IS SINKIN IN. . . .WE AINT JUST DIVORCED, WE AINT EVEN FCKN FRIENDS. CAUSE IN THE END IT WAS ALL ABOUT THE ENDS.BUT FCK THAT I KNO IT GOTTA B MORE TO IT, HELD UP WITH BITTER HATE & CROSSES ALL THRU IT.WHEN I LOOKED WHAT DID I SEE?;YOU ON THE OTHER END CRYING LIKE ME. EXPRESSION ON YOUR FACE LIKE"HOW COULD THIS BE?"THAT'S WHAT IM ASKN WTF HAPPENED? HOW COULD ALL THE MAGIC & PASSION JUST VANISH? IT WENT FROM OUTSTANDING TO MAKING ME SHOUT [DAAAAMNIT]. CANT EXPLAIN THE CHANGES BEHAVIORS IS OUTLANDISH.NOW IM JUST STUCK IN THE ROAD FEELING STRANDED. IM IN THE DARK WISHING FOR THE ANSWER, ON SOME OLD EBIGGIE GIMME ONE MORE CHANCE SHIT. . .I WISH I KNEW THEN WTF I KNOW NOW, COULDNT READ SIGNS IN THE ROAD SLOWWW DOWN! ;IM TOO DEEP IN THE ROAD NOW, GOT ME PULLING OVER GETTIN SMOKED OUT; FIGHTIN TEARS THAT I CANT HOLD DOWN.I CANT BELIEVE IT, THIS FUCKA GOT ME WEEPIN. I KEEP IT A SECRET SO MY FRIENDS WONT PEEP IT. BUT LATE IN THE EVENING IM UP, MY CHEST HEEVING. IM LOOKING IN THE DARK & IM SEARCHING FOR A REASON. . .WHYYY; DID OUR LOVE HAVE TO DIE? YOU & I WERE SO FUCKIN FLY.I CANT GET IT OUT MY MIND; THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE NOW MAKE ME CRY FCK YOU.I WISH WE NEVER MET, WE WISH WE NEVER KISSED,I WISH WE NEVER TOUCHED;I WISH I DIDNT LOVE YOU SO MUCH.I WISH I COULD FORGOT HOW YOU FELT HOW YOU FUCKED. . .NAHH THAT'S A LIE ; THE THINGS THAT MADE ME SMILE. . . NOW MAKE ME CRY